I think I remember that being one of the stages of grief. Bargaining...and I am doing it today. I am crying and telling myself maybe we should try again as soon as I start my next cycle. I'm already grief stricken, why not just piggy back onto this one with the next one?
I can't believe my mind is not done with this. I mean what on earth am I thinking. What on earth would give me the inclination that the next time would be any different than the prior? Except I still want it to happen.
Just grief stricken. I guess I won't be bouncing back the way I had hoped. I think that was a fools wish.