As in Why do I do this to myself. Watched "Knocked Up" and drank wine. Now I am just sad. What gets me is the song at the end...and yes I watched it through to the end..."That's my daughter in the water...everything she knows I taught her.."
When will I ever teach my child?..maybe never.
What would my three pregnancies have turned into? My first would be 20 months old. What would that feel like? I would be a completely different person.
Distraught. Tears....pulling it together so my husband doesn't see.
Why do I do this to myself?