43 Childless not by choice. It's been a long road to get here and we didn't end up where we wanted to. We're still walking our road though, waiting to see where we end up.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Which came first?
So one of my chickens laid her first egg last night and it is the cutest thing. I ran around the house to show my husband. It's the small things :) that make me happy these days. This particular chicken has also become very friendly, letting me rub her top comb which she seems to love. It's a good thing my husband loves animals too, I sometimes wonder what sort of menagerie we are going to end up with if we don't have a human child.
Only 27 days until my surgery and I really just want to get it over with. I am a little nervous about the recovery. I meet with the Dr a week before the surgery and am already compiling questions for that visit. One of them being "When can we start trying again".
I'm ovulating now and as much as I know we can't try right now and are on a break, it's hard to break the habit of watching for signs and thinking about trying. I wish they could do the surgery now.
It amazes me that I still want to try, I almost can't figure out where this drive comes from in the face of such a negative experience.
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You go, little chicken! That is a wonderful sight! Maybe it will be a good sign for things in your own nest, too.
I was able to get an IUI in in the same cycle I had my lap & hysteroscopy, so I'm hoping your doctor will tell you the same. I guess if you have a 28 day cycle the timing won't be right for you to try that month, but I hope you won't lose much time.
I wanted to wish you luck with your surgery. I had a lap for endo in Oct. It was not as bad as I expected. Let me me know if you have any questions.
Thanks for your comment on my blog :) xx
My heart aches for a time when I can have my own chickens again (except we call them 'chooks' in NZ). I grew up on a farm and used to have about 35 chooks so I know the pride that comes when your gal's produce an egg!
Not long till your surgery now, but I know it is hard to be on a forced break when you feel time is of the essence... that ticking clock is deafening sometimes isn't it?
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