She's pregnant with #20. Seriously? Did I need this slap in the face with my morning coffee?
I'm really doing pretty well considering. Every day is just harder than I wish it were and yesterday I had some desperate thoughts about wishing I could go back in time to when there was still hope...so I could just feel it a little longer.
If the universe would stop kicking me in the gut with pregnancy announcements I might just be able to get back on my feet.