Monday, May 14, 2012

Almost Full Term in an alternate universe

I would be almost full term - 39 weeks give or take a few days since the dating on my last pregnancy was so iffy. I can't believe that much time has gone by. It feels like yesterday that I had the miscarriage. It was brought to my attention though by the two ladies I know who also got pregnant at that time and who are now going out on maternity leave. Well, happy mothers day to me NOT. It was a rough day yesterday. I know it was rough for a lot of us. I hope all of you made it through the day ok and are feeling well today.

4 comments:

cgd said...

oh sweetie- you are in my thoughts and my heart.

Mrs. Misfits said...

I am so sorry about this day on top of the milestone of the last miscarriage. What comes so easy for some in building a family is paid for with steep emotional and physical cost by others. Saying that it is unfair to the universe is beyond an understatement. It's criminal that recurrent loss and infertility rob us of these dreams. Mother's day is particularly painful and I wish this was the year and that that babe was with you now.

Lisa said...

Life is generally unfair... but sometimes it is just so unfair that its down right infuriating. I can't believe that you have to be reminded of such an awful event in your life by a couple of insensitive whores right around a stupid halmark holiday that makes you feel even shitter about your infertility. I want to smack this biznitches for you ... I am so sorry ... and wish that I could do or say something to make this easier for you. I am thinking of you and wishing there was something more I could do... xoxo

bunny said...

Well, how about that for an incredibly shitty reminder of what should have been? SO SORRY. You're a brave woman, and deserve so much happiness.