I like to think of myself as non judgemental....but I feel a lot of judgement about this article
Am I just delusional about how hard parenting is? Maybe I am. I just can't imagine doing the same.
What do you all think?
Oh and CD1 came so we are reset. My back(and front)pain is gone too, what a relief.
I am calling the clinic to make an apt with the nurse to see what final tests I need to do for IVF and what tests I need to redo now I've let it go so long and to order my meds and just generally figure it out. I moved some money around that we had been putting aside for this or adoption and it pains me a little bit to think about spending it and possibly putting off adoption again if this doesn't pan out..but It looks like we are doing it. Unfortunately I don't feel any relief in it but I feel I need to do it to have closure. I don't know if that's silly or not. Of course there's a small part of me that thinks it might work but the well conditioned negative part is on the look out for all of the pitfalls.